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O.k., so after finishing my essay on Friday night and emailing it in, I was unable to scan the necessary pictures to send with it. Well, I thought, this is not a big deal, an essay is an essay even without pictures. But was a little worried about it, even more so when the last working internet access in my house stopped working and I couldn't see if my lecturer had replied. So imagine my feelings when, on coming into the centre of town to visit an interent cafe today, I find an email from my archaeology lecturer telling me to send a signed copy of a coversheet asap. How the hell am I going to do that? I think it will come down to returning to Sydney or failing the courser, so I am going to have to go back, thus wasting the time that I was meant to be spending at home with my family. Although I guess this has its compensations, Canberra without t.v. or internet is a little boring, but I don't want to have to go back sooner than I planned. Grrrr.... And the internet cafe computer isn't even very fast, and doesn't seem to be able to use messenger. I'm getting stressed about this, I had nightmares about serial killers kniving people in the back, and woke up feeling dazed and anxious. I just feel so helpless and cut off, stuck miles away from Sydney, with nothing working for no apparent reason. And bored. Damn I really don't know what to do. I guess I'll probably go down to Sydney for a day and come back. It's not a disaster. I just wish it wasn't so complicated. Some bloody holiday.